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This blog comes from a girl who lives on a different planet. I work full time in a care home in the cotswolds, i moved here to live with my boyfriend about a year ago.I used to live in Cornwall - it was very different! I bummed around our little village, spending my days flitting around fashion and make-up, on my little planet. Then I moved here, happy in the arms of my boyfriend but squished by the cunts who put us all down. I "grew up". It sucks. I'm still a child, and It's hard to stay me AND pay the bills. But hey, pain is only temporary :)I want this blog to be an explosion of me, something i can look at and remind myself; You're still you!

Tuesday, 23 July 2013

OH MY DAYS!

SOMETHING I'VE DRAWN THIS WEEK!

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT :D

glad to be drawinggg.

It's Horny Minty

Sunday, 21 July 2013




MAXIN. RELAXIN.

Pshhhhhhh

I hate that I don't dress up so much anymore :( IT WILL CHANGE.
I just need money, a different job, and to NOT LIVE IN TETBURY.

I'm off work again.
Got no moneyyyy.
Got some jelly pink glitter shoes for cheap ;)
Need new lashes so bad :(
Lost them in a field.
Doctors every fadgingweek.
GOT A TAN FOR THE #1 TIME ;D
Dyed my hair all cute pink blue purple AWW
the sun destroyed it in 2 days
no hair dye dolla
drawingdrawing
Swallowed all the jewels from my tongue bling
I'm like a mental case 50's housewife except I don't do any housework
80% of the time it's too hot
went to the three wishes fearie festival courtesy of dad, it was lush and fun. and raining
went to local tetbury festival, it was fucking shit. and too hot.
Going to Brighton for more interviews and looking for tiny dwellings WOOOOOOO
Gotta re-home Jet Y^Y can't afford to take him to Brighton BOOOOO.
Y^Y
Y^Y
U_U
going to cause a scene at tetbury market with Ichigo's Rainbow MUWAHA. Hopefully prince Charles will rock up and spend all his money.


a golden oldie ;D awful quality tho ~



Wednesday, 22 May 2013

WHAT THE FUCK MAN?

WHAT HAPPENED? 2 days before going to Brighton, Psy fucked his rib over. After a trip to the hospital he decided we should still go, so I dragged him there and he made it through 4 interviews, i attended 3. we were both offered 2 jobs, the same 2 jobs! One of which promised £300 a week full time pay, so we were chuffed and knackered. we ALMOST handed our notices into work, we had spoken to our superiors and set an end date, then we found out via the internet, the company about to employ us was A SCAM. FUCKERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. 


WE WERE GUNNA LEAVE EVERYTHING AND GO. THOSE FUCKERS! ¬_¬


so much rage was raged


SO. we're still in fucking tetbury. back to square 1, too determined not to make it! We will move, i swear it. Life will start getting better, soon :) 


I'm sick again :( ohhhh the perks of my job!


BLA BLA BLA. Got new lashes in the post yesterday, red cherry #304 and #43 :P my hair is currently bubblegum blue and violet, i got pink jewelry for my face balls =3 


I need to have green tea and read for a bit 

Tuesday, 16 April 2013

I cannot fucking wait to move.

Next week we're back up to Brighton for 3 days to deal with shit and go to interviews. PLEASE JESUS ABOVE HOLY FUCK give me a job Y^Y 

So this is crunch time! If we land jobs, set sail for Brighton! I don't want to be excited until we're physically moved in case it all goes tits up, but HOMG. I want to get away from these people. I want to have friends again, i miss my old friends and i've forgotten how to make new ones. But Brighton is different, i feel good as me when i'm there! There's so much going on, so many different people and places and things to do. Even if i have to take another care job, i really can't wait >< i've never known living in a place like that. that's all, fingers crossed i get a break :D see you soon, Brighton :3





Monday, 15 April 2013






Another old unfinished picture. I really wish someone would give me a fucking break and offer me a job :( Psy has a load of interviews arranged and I haven't had a positive reply from anyone! I've been applying for shitty jobs and even they won't have me! Grrr I just want to mooooooooooooove. EMPLOY ME :D

Wednesday, 27 March 2013

Yaaayy ^^ from Brighton!

Check out Psy's first project! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnIYtjAJFW4

Wednesday, 13 March 2013

A few photos from Brighton :) 

Sammich on the train

TRAIN

Our room at Kipp's. On the 3rd floor, fuck dat.

Destroying house of the dead at the pier :3







And that's yer lot. We didn't take many, oops ><

Tuesday, 12 March 2013





Where have you been?? IN BRIGHTON :D 



So me and Psy went to Brighton last week for 3 days. It was AWESOME. We saw Wednesday13, handed out a shit ton of CVs, bought things from Cyberdog, took photos and had so much fun! So much walking >< we walked EVERYWHERE. And I finally got my piercing back ^_^ The acmera has run off to the skate park but when it's back later, i'll upload some photos. We didn't take many, we were too distracted! 

I wanna mooooooooooooooooooooooovve.

LET THE JOB SEARCH BEGIN. Well, continue.





Pre-Brighton face

Monday, 25 February 2013

Oh, and here's some art. 

The cake is gone! Just a doodle :3

The dreaddies are in! I'm going to re-dye my hair today because by the time I put my dreads in, my real hair doesn't match my extensions! Here's some photos from the other day :)










Spammmmmmmm :P

Tuesday, 19 February 2013

Good riddance eyebrows!


They're finally gone :D I feel a lot better now, i wish my hair dye would hurry up and get here so i can put my dreads in! Now i'm going to tidy up a bit and decide what to cook. Here's a few pictures and some art for today.


mmmm shavey shavey!

Can you see the ninja kitty?
This is something I drew at the end of  2011 as part of my sleeve design.

Monday, 18 February 2013

Purple again!



I couldn't resist, I just love it! Re-sealed my purple dreaddies and almost finished dying my extensions, ahhh i can see it now :D It looks so blue in these photos! And i got my shaved sides back, but not as much this time! I want to do something with my fringe though. 
I'm taping my lobes again, the gap is getting huge and my plugs keep falling out! When I reach 30mm I'm gunna buy some new jewelry for them.

I'm off, time to get ready for work again!  

Monday, 11 February 2013

Oh my gosh!

The sides of my hair are sooooooooooo long! But tomorrow they are going, chop chop :3 I'm so excited!! I'm looking for dance classes in Brighton today, hopefully I can find something :D 



Here's a wee bit o' art.


Weee this is the first thing I drew when I got my tablet back in 2011


Sunday, 10 February 2013

Pain pain, go away!


Owhhhh, my whole body is aching after work yesterday Y^Y luckily I have 3 days off to recover and get some stuff DONE. Don't have much to say today, started making a hair pin but i probably won't finish it ><

Here's a picture for today ~

This is another from college a couple of years ago, done in Photoshop

Thursday, 7 February 2013

Yo! Here's the art for today, I have to get ready for work. I'm so glad I didn't have an early shift today :P I'm only doing 3 hours today but I don't wannaaaaaaaaaaaaaa D:

It sucks going back to work Y^Y 

I did this when I was procrastinating at college, about a year and a half ago.

Wednesday, 6 February 2013

OHHHHHH

I phoned the doctors today, I had my blood test a week ago and they said the results would be back today. They ARE back, but the Doctor I see isn't in until Friday, so I can't find out til then! It's pretty fucking stupid, I go back to work tomorrow and I still don't know what I have or IF i can even work yet. GRRRRRR. Pissing posh doctors bla bla this town is a shit hole. 

Kay, vent over >.<

I want to shave the sides of my head again!

I found this picture of me doing some recording outside my second college. I first shaved the sides of my head when I was 16, and from September last year I decided to grow them back. Now my hair's getting pretty long, and it feels odd! I like having naked bits on my head, so I think either before work tomorrow or the day after when I have a day off, i'll do it. I'm not going to shave the whole side like I used to have, just a little bit :3 and when I dye my hair again I am DEFINITELY going to shave my eyebrows again, I've had real eyebrows since I started my job and it's super balls. Eyebrows are so LIMITING!!




Still poorly :(


I have to go back to work tomorrow BOOOOOO. I wish I could quit now!! I really hate this job :( I like the old people though, they keep me smiling. Hopefully me and Psy can save up quicker than we planned so we can quit our jobs and say Hello to Brighton! Fuck yeah! But in the mean time and while i'm still ill, here's some more old art. When i'm better, I  will be posting more things like makeup and outfits, but now i'm always in PJ's and not putting my face on. Anywho, here's the art for today! 
I did this in college, about 2 years ago and I've never finished it >< BAD habbit!!

Friday, 1 February 2013

I had a blood test :(

It hurt like a bitch!! I get my results next week - fingers crossed!

Been dying my hair extensions today ready to go back to purple! dreads at the ready, now I need this pink to FADE THE FUCK AWAY.

Here's a picture for you - I copied it from a book I have. I used to read Tank Girl when I was younger and she was my first girl crush :3 


Sunday, 27 January 2013

Hmmm, face charts...

Downloaded and printed some blank mac face charts, got some ideas ;) 
Here's the picture for today - It didn't scan very well, the colours are way brighter! It doesn't have a name, a bit under a year old.

Saturday, 26 January 2013

Been a couple of days, Art and Nihongo!

I'm still down with this glandular bullshit, it really sucks my balls. Anywho, since I haven't posted for a couple of days, here's a couple of pictures to make up ^_^ I FINALLY made an account on busuu.com today! It's a great website for learning the basics, I'm learning Japanese. I sped through the beginner's lessons, as I can already speak basic Japanese! But it's really great, i'm really enjoying using it so far. You can interact with other users who speak the language you are learning which is super helpful! I've made friends with a few people who are native Japanese speakers and also learning English, so we can help each other!

Ganbarimasu!!


These are both pretty damn old, over a year but I can't remember exactly ><

Tuesday, 22 January 2013

http://www.youtube.com/user/startledbyhishuge

my YouTube! 

<(^.^ <)
Arty time! 

I figured I could upload a picture a day, I don't have that much work scanned in so it won't be for long!

This doesn't have a name, I was messing around and it turned into a nice doodle :) in red ink, about  half a year ago.

There is only ONE piercing place anywhere near here...


... and it's in Stroud. I've never really been there so I need Psymon (my boyfriend) to come with me and show me. We don't have days off work together for ages, BUT I WANT FRIKKEN PIERCINGS NOWWW D: I took out my right labret because I had to take my piercings out for work and it was done by someone who was a fucking idiot, and is not symmetrical to the previous piercing on the left. SO I want to get it re-pierced, in the right place.
I feel super wonky without it though!
I have needs dammit Y^Y 

On a brighter note, I have glandular fever. 

I need to go medicate and draw a clock, hmmm :3 

xoxoxo
This is what I had before
And this I took yesterday, please keep in mind I am dying  ><

Saturday, 19 January 2013

Here's some photo spammage, moi. No up -  to - date photos due to lack of being arsed.